Friday, December 19, 2008

Our First "Official" Appointment

Here is a pic of our little miracle!!!

The appointment went well, I was nervous the entire time. Once he started the ultrasound and I saw how much bigger our little gummie bear was just from two weeks ago, I was amazed!! I am so so thankful to God for everything that he is doing! He is making this little miracle inside of me and I am just in awe. I never really understood the meaning the "miracle of life" till now. It truly is a miracle when you think about all that is going on!!! I have gained four pounds so far and the doc said that is perfectly fine for where I am. I was surprised I had gained anything cuz of all the throwing up I had been doing. Guy was so funny, once the doc told him the heart beat which was around 140-145bpm; he got all excited because of the old wives tale that say that if a baby's heart beat is 160 or above it's a girl, and that if it's 140 or higher its a boy. LOL silly boy, I know the heart beat doesn't mean anything; but I will let him think that for now. LOL I honestly don't care what the sex of our baby as long as the baby and healthy and happy, I will be thankful with whatever God chooses to give us!! Our next appointment is on December 30th for our first tri NT scan! I am of course nervous, but I know that as long as I have faith in God and believe that he is in control that everything will be ok!

Sunday, December 14, 2008

It's been a while...

Wow I just realized that it has been while since I posted a blog. Well I can say the reason for that is because I have been very sick, and just not had the energy to do anything! My house is a mess! I know I need to clean it but every time I look at how much I have to do, it makes me even more tired lol. Although I have been very sick, I do have to say though that I am still soo thankful for it! DH is still trying to get used to me not having so much energy, hopefully in the next weeks I will start to feel a little better. We have our first "official" appointment tomorrow! I am so nervous and anxious. Every time I know I am going to have an ultrasound, I am so scared that we are going to get there and they are going to see that the baby has stopped growing and has no heartbeat. I know I just need to have faith in God, and know that he is in control. Which he is, I guess these are just normal feelings that any expectant mom is going to feel. I am still just in awe of the miraculous work that God is doing! I am so thankful for this little miracle that he has given Guy and I!

On Friday, our baby officially became a fetus! YAY!! I am so proud of you baby! Mommy and Daddy can't wait to see you tomorrow!! We hope to see that you are growing well and that everything is going ok! You have no idea how many people in this world can't wait to meet you! They already love you so much, and they haven't even met you yet! We love you baby!