TTC

So my DH is going in for S/A on Monday. I am nervous. I have no idea why I am so nervous but I am. I am excited at the same time because next month I will be starting my first round of clomid. I am starting to feel very anxious. I have wanted a baby for so long, and now maybe we will finally be able to get pregnant. Than again I am worried because maybe the clomid won't help. I seriously can not stop thinking about babies. For the past two weeks every single night I have had a dream about me having a baby. I think I am starting to become a little too obsessive. I know I just need to relax and not think of it that much; but it doesn't help that right now I have 8 friends who are expecting. So obviously one of the biggest topics everyone talks about when we get together is babies. I am not telling anyone that we are TTC again, because the last time when were TTC and we told everyone it put A LOT of stress on me. Plus every time we saw them and they would ask if we were pregnant, and we said no, it was frustrating. So this time around, my DH and I have decided to keep this between just us. I know this will help not make it as stressful.